The Last time

The last time.

This is the last time I write about you
Because I don't even know what is true
And I really need to get a clue

Because this is destroying me
And as I make my attempt to flea
I hope you hear my plea

I read some of the words you said
And their stuck in my head
But your still dead

But I can't really help it
Otherwise I think I might throw a fit
Because I'm trying to remember every last bit

This is the last time
And I'll push you out of my mind
And I'll be fine

Because I don't know how you really feel
But I like to believe your love was real
And I think I'll see you again in hell

I;ll clenched my fist in rage
I guess I'm still in the second stage
But you seem so far from my range

And I just want to hear your voice again
And I make up these excuess to defend
My dead girlfriend

I wonder if she was happy in her last hour
I wonder if she was still beautiful as a flower
I should really just hit the shower.