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Suicidal LullabyDon't cry now baby,
you're almost dead.
The tears are flowing
from what they've said.

Rivulets of red
from wrists you've slit.
You had tried so hard,
but couldn't quit.

You're all alone now;
your friends have gone.
Your heartbeat's slowing;
you won't see dawn.

Your life fades away
with ev'ry breath.
You are too far gone
to escape death.

Wipe away your tears,
and be at peace.
You're so close to
final release.

No Regret“No Regret” Original Song Lyrics 5/12/13

The candles flicker
One, then two, then
Thousands more
They’re the memories in all of us
That shine brighter than the hurt in us
Life’s road is beaten down and rocky ahead
But just repeat this before you go to bed

Remember your past
Don’t ever forget it
But move on to the future
To a life you won’t be regrettin’

Put down the razor
It won’t do you any good, girl
Untie that noose, man
You can put it to a better use in this
Crazy world, we all got our certain demons
And we all got our own ways of dealin’
But sometimes those ways
Only build and build

Tired of being sad.Real men don't cry, they say
Well maybe their right but
I'm stuck with dry eyes

And maybe I'm not right for her
She still sits brokenhearted
And I'm all out of tries

But your life
is worth the price
of me losing my mind

So if you start
to see me smile
Its not a sign
that I'm over you

I see you running through my dreams again
(Happens every night now)
I toss and turn at what we could have been
(I'd stop if I knew how)
It just strikes a nerve, the thought of you out with another man
Holding his hand
And you may ask me what I smile for
Maybe you think I'm happier
With you gone.

I'm not smiling 'cause I'm happy, no
I'm smiling 'cause I'm t

White wolf, White flower"They say there's no such place as Paradise. Even if you search to the ends of the earth, there's nothing there. No matter how far you walk, it’s always the same road. It just goes on and on... But in spite of that, why am I so driven to find it? A voice calls to me. It says, 'Search for Paradise.'"
-Kiba
He stops to listen intently to the earth
it tells him the purpose of his birth.
A story so long and sad
when it’s over, you’ll be glad.
He pricks his ears, the wind shifts
he hears a voice that drifts.
A lunar flower is his search
Cheza, more beautiful than the trees of birch.
Arctic wolf, Lunar flower
the clock strikes 12 at the tower.
City so polluted, city so dark
how he longs for the sound of a harp.
Search for Paradise they will seek
or will it all turn in vain while we weep?
Endless deaths awaken the agony of sorrow
the pain, the losses, the tears never ending until tomorrow.
A cloud once white now stained with red
every dream you once had read.
Weep we

LyricsWould you want to hold me tight
Like I dream you do at night.
Would you want to kiss my skin,
Even with all the scars of sin.

Would you want to save my mind
Stop it being left behind
Could you even love me
Or would you leave me be?

Oh how could I Even contemplate,
Not living with you in my life.

For all the things I've done,
How can you forgive me, hun?
Why don't you just pack and run
And take my loaded gun.

Once Upon A NightmarePain the world never knew and yet has forgotten
Scars where blood once ran free
Time to finish what I started
Once upon a nightmare

Do I feel
Do I bleed
Wouldn't you like to know
Wouldn't you like to see

With every shot at my will
You take my breath away
But you don't give it back
Ready, set, go for the kill

Do you know how many times
I've tried to wipe my mind clean
But you keep adding dirt and grime
To my very own murder scene
Not that you see
Not that you care
Not that you even know me

Do I cry
Do I scream
Wouldn't you like to know
Wouldn't you like to see

So often falling to take it
Just another worthless life
Everything's is not oka

renegeon the wings of a gossamer shimmer
a nearly undetectable shiver
you hesitate to pull the trigger
one too many in the chamber

inside a delectable silence
testing the limits of your compliance
vague back-talk, uneasy defiance
love’s not love without the violence

no grace
no dance
you don’t get a second chance
you just get to get
out of my way

just so you know
my stance
this was not a romance
this was a game you didn’t know
how to play

on the back of unsteady denial
a priest, a sinner, a saint, a bibliophile
go ahead, put me up for trial
I won’t stop tilting the vial

no light
no sheen
you’re as heady as a dream

Jack and JillJack and Jill
Where is your pale of water
What are those stains on your clothes
I'm sure you have heard the news
Trembling fear every night
Screams and cries in the chapel of white
Deprived from sleep
A murderer is on the loose
A man of false charge has been sent to the noose
Jack and Jill
Where you scared
Jack and Jill
Where did you find that blade
How did you get that bump on your head
Was it from tumbling down the hill
Jack and Jill
It's past your bedtime
Jack and Jill
Aren't you tired
Or is it time for you to kill
Clean up your mess first
And don't be too loud
We need that pale of water
Jack and Jill
Make me proud.

WaitingHe would have walked a thousand miles
He would have stopped the Earth from turning
Just to hear him say “I love you” one last time
And he wondered how he was
Was he happy now without him
After all the memories he left behind

He waited by the phone
Just to prove he’s not alone
For a call he knew would never come

He tried to phone him on the way
To the other side of Heaven
But all he heard was static on the line
And as the night grew colder
His heart began to echo
Memories of a so much better time

He made it through the night
Just to prove he’s still alright
Even though he knew he’d never be the same

Even thoug

Crimson SkiesCrimson Skies

A parting of clouds gives way to crimson skies
What a sight for my worn and tired eyes
I peel back the cover of reality
And return to the land of dreams
A land where you’re still here beside me

Something’s gotten in my way
I’m stuck on the road to recovery
I’m broken and alone
On my foundation of stone
About to be swallowed whole

Here comes the tide of rain
To wash away my pain
To enter every wound
And clean it out too soon
What am I supposed to feel?
When I’m not allowed to heal
What am I supposed to see?
When my eyes just lie to me

A murder of crows, squawk their last goodbyes
A black mist, in

I'm reaching out to you momI'm reaching out to you mom,
I don't know what's going on
in your world anymore
and it scares me.
I love you no matter what,
stop,
re-read that.
I mean it mom.
It's hard to take every moment
and go with it,
but you gotta stop.
Just stop and breath ahh.
And yes i'm writing this to a beat ahh,
that's when i have my feet
and the whole wide world beneath em.
Just lookin' out breathin' yeah,
this is how it is now like
life gave me a loaded gun
blOWE
just know no matter what mom ill
always have a spot in my heart
to carry on the best in you,
it's what i can do.
And i don't know how
but i'll find a way to
carry your memory
to infinity and beyond.

First written thing in a while(Its bollocks)Running with fire
I cant keep control
The problems get bigger and yet I still linger about in the dark.
But I need to play the cards I am dealt.
Even if it means im screwed.
Will I ever be able to wipe this blood of my hands?
Hide the knife? Cover the wounds? Shall it make a difference?
Its getting very dark I can no longer see the light and the walls are closing in.
No book shall be my saviour.
No false hope will carry me to safety.
Is there a silver lining to this cloud?
I think there is not.
Just a cruel joke.
I hold the trigger to the answer to it all.
Bang..And its solved.
No more problems.

Desperate Monologue I hate how I'm feeling now
Facing the wall
Trying to decide
Something impossible

It may look like it
But it's not as simple
Oh if I could stop the time
To tell you that

I don't wanna lose you darling
But I think it's what's gonna happen now~
I know it's too late to compla

To survive.It's interesting how as time goes on, your friends
move on. Before you know it they're gone, time to
move on. I say I miss you, if don't nobody else miss you.
I know, life sucks, but we must carry on, survival is a must.
Taking the bus sucks, but we must. Sometimes people do wrong
to us, but don't cry keep ya head up. And when people say
you're nothing don't believe em, time to move up and
just leave em. Cause friend you can believe, that when I
say you're a success, you know you're the best.
No need for a bullet proof vest.

You know what makes me unhappy, is watching friends struggling,
juggling with their lives, living life abjectly.
Livin

Dread and UpliftingWaiting for a phone call.
Staying in your bed.
The beating in your chest falls
when woes breed in your head.
A daunting string of words
then wishing you were dead.
Fearing what will hurt...
I suppose this is dread?

Making a phone call.
Springing out of bed.
The strings within your heart pull
when hope breeds in your head.
Encouraging words
then relief when you've drifted
above the pain and hurt.
I suppose I am uplifted!

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What do you say when your best friend dies
And can't find the time to cry?
What do you say when you never win
But your always wearing that stupid grin?
What do you say when you just told a girl that you love her
But she talks about this guy and how she's going to surrender
What do you say when she plays with your feelings
And promies you healing?
What do you say when your soulmate
Doesn't believe its fate?
What do you say to your mother
Who wishes you was from another?
What do you say when you run out of words
That will never be heard?

I wonderI wonder

I went on Facebook
Just to take a look
And I saw all the happy faces
All the happy places
And as I scrolled down the page
I felt this rage

And I wonder
And I ponder
Why are you happy
And I'm not?

Is it something I lack?
Please share you facts
Is it money?
Is it honey?
Do you think this is funny
When the world looks so sunny
But there's storms over my head
Do you understand what I just fucken said?

And I wonder
And I ponder
Why are you Happy
And I'm not?

To Believe in GodTo believe in God

If you believe in God
Make sure you act like it
Don't go throwing a fit
Because you lack the wit
To understand every last bit

And if your going to be real
Then for God's sake
Be so, because the only thing you can take
Is whatever you make

If you believe in God
Make sure your good inside
Don't take God for a ride
Because you'll be confused without a side
And try not to think of your suicide

And if your going to be real
Then for God's sake
Be so, because the only thing you can take
Is whatever you make

If you believe in God
Make sure you don't have false hope
Dont act like a silly dope
Clinging onto a cut

I didn't sleep with a girlI didn't sleep with a girl

I slept with a girl the other day
She said she never felt this way
That now the world didn't look so gray
And all those raging emotions she kept at bay
Will finally blow away.

With a virgin scream
She finally has her dream
With a virgin kiss
She understand what is bliss

Movement in a bed
The feeling define by the color red
Thoughts running through her head
No longer is the girl dead
Yeah, thats what she said.

With a virgin Scream
She finally has her dream
With a virgin kiss
She understand what is bliss

She thought love could never be
She thought her broken heart couldn't see
She thought lonelyne

God KnowsGod Knows

Pictures of you
Things I never knew
Love that becomes true
What did I do?
To make you go.
I don't know.

Why did you leave me?
Only God Knows
Why do I love you?
Only God Knows

Lonely, Lonely nights
Keep on the lights
because when its dark your in sight
And knowing your not there gives me a fright
And I don't know
But why did you have to go?

Why did you leave me?
Only God Knows
Why do I love you?
Only God knows

I see couples together
And I go whatever
But it'll hurt forever
Do I hate you? never
But I would like to know
Where did you go?

Why did you leave me?
Only God knows
Why do I love you?
Only God know

You and MeYou and Me

When the clock reaches four
I'll be out the door
I can't stand this anymore
Your nothing but a fake
Just out to take and take
Living for your own sake

I tried my best
But I need to put it to rest

Yeah, you and me
We can never be
We can never be
You and me

I hear your mumbling in your sleep
The secrets that you keep
They cut so deep.
Do you even remember his name
But you've always been the same
God, I feel so lame

I tried my best
But I need to put it to rest

Yeah you and me
We can never be
We can never be
You and me

Love is what I had to bring
So I bought a ring
But you prefer a fling
I thought we was sou

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Marionette

by *Alexisisinneed, Jul 14, 2011, 4:14:13 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Songs & Lyrics

Marionette

I've been thinking of this feeling
I've been thinking of all this killing
That my heart has been going through
Don't act like you never knew.
Because I shout your name!
Like a puppets thats tame!

Yes, I'm a Marionette
But I don't mind
Because your kind
My sweet Antoinette

Go ahead play with my strings
And I'll make another song to sing
About my love for you
Make the stage blue
And I'll put on a smile
And be happy for a while.

Yes, I'm a Marionette
But I don't mind
Because your kind
My sweet Antoinette

Don't worry about me
Because I'm set free
Everytime we play
So lets replay, replay
And I'll be your actor
As long as my love is a factor
So whats wrong and right?
Thats doesn't matter tonight
Because all I see is you.
Because I'm a Marionette
And your my Antoinette

Yes I'm a Marionette
But I don't mind
Because your kind
My sweet Antoinette

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